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BT2 starts 2mr.

I mugged 2hours of econs today.

Played 3 hours.

Sprain/twisted/ did something damn wrong to my toe.

Practiced my violin for 5hours.

3 hours more to sleeping time.

I need to trudge on.

Everything is so screwed now.
My brain has reached max capacity
so further increase in information going in will not lead to increase in knowledge, but increase in restlessness. Something like the AS curve at classical range.

A few reasons why i should have taken physics

1) I would be in SMTP happily mugging away cos of the environment

2) I would not suffer from brain explosion from memorizing bio

3) Mugging would have been much simpler. After all, physics was my strongest subject.

4) I wouldnt have to face the predicament of choosing which subject to neglect.

5) My last paper for A's would be on 30th Nov instead of 3 Dec, and i can happily celebrate my bdae instead of prolonging it by 3 days.


However,
That would mean that I wouldnt be in 78.
and i'll be damned.


The mugging spirit of me has started to come back.
From restless one hour slots from the first week, i have progressed to be able to mug up to 3hours without feeling restless.

But alas, its still a long way to go before i can sit down and mug like all the -ed up muggers in the reading room. Hell, they just sit there and mug like if they dun mug enough its the end of the world. I needa condition myself to that standard. Cmmon kuan, you can do it.

I reasoned, after all, if i can mug music for 9hours at one stretch, surely i can do that for academia. But that was so long ago. My longest record recently was only around 4hours ><

Focus, focus, focus.

ISP SUCKS

Sorry, based on your citizenship record, overseas address and contact are compulsory fields for you. These data are important in emergency cases when your local contact is not available.


today, i mugged chem and 3chapters of bio.
but apparently thats not fast enough

Mug at home day

Not going to school for today, at least.

Although ytd was one of the happiest days in school during the hols.

And i managed to do work(:

And the search continues

For a while, I thought someone's worthy of my time and money.

I've got to pay for every sms sent after all.

Sometimes, when i just wanna talk, like when im really happy, kinda wanna share the joy type of mood, or when i just feel like talking to certain people randomly, or when my fingers are just so itchy i have to msg someone, or perhaps to the occasional emo mood that just comes at that time of the month, having someone to be able to talk to is something, i have learnt, never to be taken for granted.

Something like sms buddies yea. but i think guys smsing each other are damn gay. and its kinda negative in the sense that, many profanities come around. Well, and obviously, guys dun flirt when they talk with each other. And if there's one thing i like about messaging is that harmless flirting makes my day. You just feel good. Smth to do with endorphins. Well, so obviously guys msg girls.

But even then, there has to be sort of a chemistry so that the conversation can keep going. Kinda miss the times, when i had 3 or 4 good friends i could just msg and talk to throughout the day when im bored. Or when i just felt like talking to pple.

Enter JC and these friends were gone. Maybe it was just time. Afterall, it has been at least 2years since i text-ed them. Well, so i started looking for new friends to sms to. Din really know where to start.

I thought i'd found someone nice to talk to, but i think its a mistake. Maybe my mistake. I mean, 2years since i last actively smsed. Maybe i lost touch yea. Things like, talking to much and not listening. Or maybe, hearing and not listening. So pple just kinda dao my msges after a while. x.x but its alright. i started messaging my mother, but she daoed me too. See what i mean when the whole world is daoing me. Kinda sad eh. Even my mum dao me x.x sobs

Anyway i started getting really emo cos the whole world was daoing me on thursday. Even my brainy part, cos i stared at the apgp qn for 2hours and couldnt do it. And i did it today in 15min. -.- See, when you're braindead, you should just stop and rest. My house phone was daoing my calls. Even the mac burger was daoing me. It became so hard and cold and i just couldnt finish it. Den i went to the toilet and the toilet paper thing couldnt come out cos it was avoiding me too! Even my best friend, the caveman man, aka SIA VICKI, was daoing me. Cos although one side of her ear piece is spoilt, meaning that she could hear me perfectly, she just daoed. Den san sao daoed me too. tzin, you shd just teach her a lesson. ok lah but she gave me 3 pieces of her kaya bun :D but still she pangsehed me and left.

Whatever. i ate some worms given to me by a kind soul by the name ofphone number of ****78**. s78 ftw! i think the worms ate up my epithelium lining in my stomach which made me much more hungrier so i had to go for dinner in the end. im so sorry to Mr. ****5539, cos i told him im not going for dinner cos i had food. budden my cow stomach betrayed me and daoed my brain signals, and i was too hungry to concentrate.

Oh yea, guess how many pple i have in my contacts(: hmm, hint: you can count with all the fingers and toes! Further hint: actually hands can alr.. Ok! I know you din get it. Cos you can actually count with 1 hand :D lol. Ok. Its actually a nice number in top 3 (:

kinda pathetic actually. dear jiawei was telling me if one day i had amnesia, im so dead cos i wouldnt rmb any number. For example, miss ****8075 would sms and take advantage of me by using my free internet service to check a level dates. if i forgot she was a little hamster, i would have prolly thought she's some guy and dao. normally if i had free sms i would reply smth back to kb. but sms cost money now. k la, kidding HAHAHA. or ask me whether mpc = 1-mpw. (when i got S for econs). den mr ****6933 would ask me to bring a blue yusof ishak to pay, and if i had amnesia, i wouldnt rmb what the 50bucks were for cos i dno who asked me to bring.

When ****7869 asked me what time i was mugging till, i might prolly think its some stalker who spies on me and still know im mugging.

den if ****2477 asked where am i, i might forget who he is, and instead of replying, might have asked who he is. Den the animal man would perhaps banish me from his kingdom.

Anyway, im so fed up with mugging i wanna rant. And perhaps with my ill disciplined self.

After all, I couldnt stick to my plans cos i forgot to factor something called brain dead into my plans, and when the work starts snowballing, i'm really hoping some guy will get h1n1 in hwachong. and let the school close for one more week.

7days more should be enough to boost my confidence for blocks.

But yea, i've slacked more than my fair share.
Regrets.

Bring the countdown to 7 days,
i know i've gotta work extra hard.


Missing those days where i had so many pple to sms
sure, i've a new phone.
even without a plan,
im pretty willing to let the bill soar,
not to the likes of yesteryears,
but i think 25bucks's quite reasonable?

After all, if i were to subscribe to a plan it would cost around that much too.

Im shy by nature.
I keep to myself a lot.
But when there're friends whom im comfortable talking with.
I know pple wish i'd just shut up(:

9days

today was rest day for me.

simply cause i fell sick from unhealthy mugging.

ytd i was alr feeling quite weird.
kept on eating nonstop while mugging and nothing went in.

went kap with jiawei to dine and continue mugging but, well :s


inefficiency was rock bottom.

anyway, i've adapted to my new mugging grounds, aka the reading room.

i prefer class bench, really.

but i discovered certain people mugging in the reading room =DD

so i moved too x)


but she's more of a distraction.
and i dun really need distractions cos the countdown says 9 DAYS.

im so screwed i swear.
so i shall go back to class bench come monday.

looking back at my progress,
its pathetic.

mug eat sleep slack mug mugmugmugmugmug

Amidst so many dinners, I managed to lose weight. I think that's pretty cool.


Last thurs was my mother's bdae so we had a celebration. ClaypotSSS of damn nice rice with very delicious of lots of stuff.

Sunday, STJ at some jap food place in Revenue House.. k its called Nihon Mura, after referring to other pple's blogs. I was literally exploding with all the food, and then with so many cakes and drinks and coping of food :D They said stomachs are capable of expanding by around 1 litre. But somehow i gained 2.9kg.

And then, on Weds, my brother's bdae and we went sakura for buffet.

Yep, and tonight we went to long beach SEAFOOD restaurant for dinner for my tua pek's 60th bdae. ALTHOUGH i couldnt eat the prawns, fish, crabs, i was still damn food all the same >< I had three helpings of shou tao, 2 helpings of the bread cum soup, 3 helpings of toufu and vegs and 2 helpings of dessert, and i dun wanna


butbutbut due to excessive muggings, my weight has decreased somewhat. which is good, i guess.


50% of the hols is gone, and im still slacking days away.
buck up, kuan.

mugmugmug

yea, mug.