brokeback's back
i srsly dno what happened, but my back was troubling me since i woke up. maybe cos of ytd's pe? mr ling said bad posture would lead to back aches. coupled with my brokeback injury, a fall and a slip complicated with a strain, the pain was really, excruciating at the very least.
still struggled to school.
managed my way around till i slipped on the fking slippery stairs.
i din fall, but i strained my back further.
it sorta got down hill from there.
wanted to take ocp and skip the whole ct thing but she just made life tough for me.
went to the toilet to do heat shock my back.
the treatment lasted around 20minutes or so and then the pain was back again.
i desperately had to get my ice pack.
which i promptly did, after making my way out of lt3.
at least that numbed the pain for the bus journey home.
my mother helped me scrub/gu sa my back. and i slept on the heat matt.
dno why but it din help much.
did another heat shock.
and its still hurting like hell :/
i refuse to take painkillers.
cos panadols cant help me.
the stronger ones can, but that would mean dependency on it for the whole day.
my ultra strong ones are hidden at the back of my drawer for emergency only.
i dno how im gna slp later.
i've only 2 hydroxyzine pills left ):
and they shall have to be saved.
in times of great agony where im so tired i'd have slept for 2days straight but cant fall asleep cos of the pain.
sucks.
how am i gna be a commando lidat.
needa train up my back. ):
you know how hard issit to train back muscles. zzz
i've had to train for 3months so i could do my 2.4km run.
not the running, but the training of back muscles.
so they wouldnt kill me halfway.
my mum refused to let me pon sch 2mr.
so i guess i'll have to endure FOUR HOURS of chem 2mr.
-----
this mysterious force keeps driving me to on the com to go online.
to see if she's online.
usually she isnt, so i'd just go offline there and then.
but sometimes when she is, i'd be delighted suddenly
but the happiness would be short lived cos i wouldnt speak to her.
how love gurus, how.
nth to say what ):
until one of the love gurus help me out,
i guess,
it'd be ____ _______ _______
still struggled to school.
managed my way around till i slipped on the fking slippery stairs.
i din fall, but i strained my back further.
it sorta got down hill from there.
wanted to take ocp and skip the whole ct thing but she just made life tough for me.
went to the toilet to do heat shock my back.
the treatment lasted around 20minutes or so and then the pain was back again.
i desperately had to get my ice pack.
which i promptly did, after making my way out of lt3.
at least that numbed the pain for the bus journey home.
my mother helped me scrub/gu sa my back. and i slept on the heat matt.
dno why but it din help much.
did another heat shock.
and its still hurting like hell :/
i refuse to take painkillers.
cos panadols cant help me.
the stronger ones can, but that would mean dependency on it for the whole day.
my ultra strong ones are hidden at the back of my drawer for emergency only.
i dno how im gna slp later.
i've only 2 hydroxyzine pills left ):
and they shall have to be saved.
in times of great agony where im so tired i'd have slept for 2days straight but cant fall asleep cos of the pain.
sucks.
how am i gna be a commando lidat.
needa train up my back. ):
you know how hard issit to train back muscles. zzz
i've had to train for 3months so i could do my 2.4km run.
not the running, but the training of back muscles.
so they wouldnt kill me halfway.
my mum refused to let me pon sch 2mr.
so i guess i'll have to endure FOUR HOURS of chem 2mr.
-----
this mysterious force keeps driving me to on the com to go online.
to see if she's online.
usually she isnt, so i'd just go offline there and then.
but sometimes when she is, i'd be delighted suddenly
but the happiness would be short lived cos i wouldnt speak to her.
how love gurus, how.
nth to say what ):
until one of the love gurus help me out,
i guess,
it'd be ____ _______ _______
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