Memories

One of the first things i did this morning after waking up (and after the hour or so lazing around in bed) was to read what people wrote for me on the little card during ocip. And after reading all the comments I felt really good eh =D such a nice way to start the day. sorta lost contact with some people alr. but well, i din talk much to them during the trip either. kinda sad how pple drift apart yea.

I felt rather guilty and kinda regretted it yea.
Cos everyone wrote so positive things bout me, with the exception of my two lovely classmates. although i spent half a day shopping and helping them to bargain for good deals._. hmmm, i felt guilty cos i rmb saying kinda negative things bout certain people. like how they owe me money. which is kinda sad, i realized. but to talk about it, you still owe me US$1 you know.

At that point in time, meaning the time when we all had to write, i srsly thought it was a waste of time, that it was lame and things like that. Fast forward 7 months down the road, i thought it was really meaningful at the very least. and i kinda regretted not putting in more effort to make the memories of my friends better.

I miss cambodia. doesnt quite help cos im tearing right now.
So much to say, so hard to express.

I dont know where to start, so i guess, i'll begin in the middle and work both ways.

I miss the times where i was really myself. There were no boundaries, really. I was free to say anything, think anything, do anything. There was the time too. I miss playing cards, a hell lot. I miss the laughter. okay, this is nv gna end. so im gna associate smth i miss with the people. k i shall go down the namelist in the booklet!

firstly, my comm. although we were srsly the slackest people around doing saikang everybody can see. there's the muscle man, jun hong, and i miss crapping with you eh. and the times spent eating katong laksa where you taught me chopsticks were not needed. miss the times bitching bout people together. esp the nyaa person. not thomas. the other one. i forgot her name alr HAHA. i miss the times we go "sup handsome" and "sup handsomer" :D miss the times we played volleyball and got thrashed at first but as the days go by we mastered the technique and could play much better(: still so sorry my leg got :/ so we couldnt continue playing after that. of cos, not to forget the "ancient dragons" and mr ringleader aha.

and then there was wei chang, more affectionately known as WC, the water closet. you're hell full of niao and crap too. say, the thing i miss most bout you/doing with you was sharing a ladder, competing who scraped more/faster. as well as the uh "guy talk" while scraping :D mmhmm hope you havent given my secrets away eh! you're a damn fun guy la. i miss crapping with you, really really.

oh then there was me! i kinda miss myself. miss being myself. miss my full load of crap and jokes and just basically entertaining people. i miss eating nutella and bread alone in the room, just thinking bout stuff, playing the guitar. and there're a hell lot more of things i miss, just doing myself. but this post's not for me.

yurong. ahaha. kinda hard to miss anything bout you since we still talk cock everynight not to forget the pubbing(: well i miss the times right after cambodia bout the yrthinksyouarecute thing(: chill man. peace(:
okay i just thought of smth. i miss how you were president of youth flying club HAHAHAHAHA and mr low did such a good job acting too. we scammed so many pple la HAHAHAHA so fun and funny LOL

my dear classmate, the hamster, anglifern. appreciate you running throughout the night generating electricity for us during cambodia, but hey! i rmbed one night when you were too fatlazy to run the wheel and we had no electricity ): HAHAHA the thing i miss most bout you is. the times when we were shopping together, and you started taking photos with the shop keeper and hugging her and speaking JAP to her omg HAHAHA. still so fresh la. i just rmb linette and i kept laughing non stop ahahahaha. actually, we din talk much during the trip did we. except some people keep pestering me to give her bagua. and den still calling me "quite irritating" after i give you ba guas. ok lah, quite hard to miss you cos i see you in sch everyday. ohhh this isnt related to camboida but i miss you calling me to tell me impt things and den ending off each phone call with "get a phone leh pls". HAHAHA.

patricia! you still owe me one card game okay! i still rmb when we both first met during the parents briefing thing. how we both were so "retardedly shy" and thought the other was in the vietnam group HAHA. actually my first impression of you was that of you wearing your blue shirt still with braces laughing non-stop at me and jingying playing cards. den i just kept making more faces and you laughed with your mouth opening bigger so that was the only image i have of you wearing braces :D see the braces! HAHAHA the thing i miss most bout you is playing cards together! hohoho so much fun. esp the 3 pple bridge when you threw away your jack to the third person. which i cannot seem to rmb who :$ ohhh and the "ching chong chinaman" cos it was the first time i heard it! =D oh yeah i miss our ultimate cheating wahjong times HAHAHAHA nv lost a single game did we HAHA ohohoh and sushido! sm damn high lvl person losing to lvl 1 noobs :P

cedric teng. i miss your manliness you know. the day where you cycled me from unacas to the church hall. first time pple cycle me leh. HAHAHA although the rides inevitably ended up in crashes! :P but wth man. you're one hell of a joker :D i miss how you anounced to the whole group you found somebody's fbts on your bed HAHAHA. nothing much to miss bout you leh. the only thing we did together other than cycling was crapping and eating(: oh yeah i miss passing you the rice pot and your complaints with it HAHAHAHA oh and the straw farmer hat(: its still with me! NOT TO FORGET THE. BLOUSE walao. i din even know it was a blouse. that brown cheena shirt HAHAHAHA

Shuchen, aha! i miss telling you about ZD HAHAHAHA. your crush right HAHA so fun and interesting omg. you hail him like some god, its simply amazing. although i was being irritating and refusing to tell you even though you took great pains to sit beside me for one night just to make me tell you everything i know about him. stalker sia. HAHAHA TSKTSK

Clement weeweeeweeeeeeee i miss sleeping with you la. and your lessons on contract(: you're a damn quiet guy but you kept sharing your things with me :D

and then of course, the 4girls. hmm okay lets talk bout the 3 choir girls first. i miss your singings! really really! you know, i dont think im gna have another chance in my life where world champions sing songs and lullabies to make me sleep FOR FREE LEH. omg. although the guys were so jealous of your beautiful voices we started a riot chant HAHAHA. thats what i miss bout you three as a whole =D *singsingsing* SHUTTUPPPP HAHAHAHAHA. you all are a really crazy bunch of pple to come sleep with us guys! :P but it was great fun aha. but you all bully me la. i so shy :$ den you all keep forcing me to give you all bah gua. den after that, during the pour water into bottle cum sharing session still sabo me. i rmb saying smth like i contributed to the team by entertaining the people who keep us entertained HAHAHA!

there's melissa! i miss playing cards with you on my bed. HAHAHA with jiamin and miss mr low. it was totally the epic of funniest card playing in my life :D:D:D and yi chan! you two are lovebirds that cannot be separated la. everytime see you all in sch also :P i sorta panicked when i saw you without yichan one day leh HAHAHAHA so funny! but no worries cos she came walking behind you immediately =D ohhohh i miss sitting beside you during the noel concert cos you were so sleepy and funny i rmb having to give you sweets to keep you awake lah!

HAHA and then yi chan! our assistant leader seh. you were full of rubbish la. HAHA did i play cards with you. like nv lidat. but i'll rmb forever the times you poked fun of me ahaha but we still laughed it off together!

and of course, xiaoxirocks@hotmail.com! hello miss pretty elephant :DDD i miss your pink cap. HAHAHAHA i miss your boasting eh. LOL but i rmb you were sorta quiet during the first few days. perhaps mourning over the loss of your phone ): but you talked quite a lot towards the end. all full of jokes and wit aha!

WEE JIA MIN! i miss your truckload of rubbish. HAHAHA and craziness! i still miss your voice leh. and how you kept baguaing me cos you cannot seem to rmb my name huhhuhhuh! i miss eating with you HAHA you can be my cousin for being such a cow la :P i also miss sitting the car/tram/motorcycle/tourist vehicle thingy with you :D we're from madagascar rmb! HAHAHA omg. and then cos we have black hair, we're koreans too! HAHAHAHA not to forget your elephant empire or rather, fantasy when elephants rule and dragons drool right. actually there're still alot of things i miss bout you and your rubbish. oh and how you brought us to your workplace to play HAHA. so ironic. but in the end, the only thing i can nv forget about you is how you promise to pay all 13USD in full USD but ended up only paying 12USD and still owing me US$1 up till today and then telling me friendship is priceless. so rubbish as usual.

phew, my tears have dried up and im so uber high now.
i miss the dragon club <3

shall continue perhaps 2mr, cos i havent touched chem for the past 3 days :S